I’ll go ahead and say I think too much.
Is that a bad thing though?
Just depends on how you want to use those thoughts. Some thoughts, the negative one, can just put you into a down whirl spiral with yourself, relationships, and out look on life. Just think if negative thoughts can bring a person to that type of level, and now imagine what turning them into positive can do.
My goal in life is to exceed in positivity to the point I want to change the world. That’s quite the ambition right? Yea, I think so too. But I want to make that impact. I think people are truly scared to say what they think in random moments or their thoughts and feelings.
The judgement felt with others. The criticism. The negative feedback.
Stop being scared. I’m telling you it’s a very liberated feeling. In the past few weeks I’ve never felt more free to show people who I am inside, and the thoughts in my mind. I figure the more I share increases the chance I have of making an impact on one person increases.
I love to just be random, and that’s what I’m using this blog for. I want to learn more about myself and this journey I’m on. Some things I write could be short and random, or my writings, or some of my inner most thoughts about something that has touched me in some way.
One life to live. That’s literally all we have, or whatever the hell comes after death. I don’t even have a clue on that subject, but what I do know is I’m going to make it something that matters.
It’s like when a song comes on for the first time that just syncs with your soul. It’s the most unreal feeling that an outside source can make you really feel what your body had tried to express to you all along. And you make the most of that moment to take it in because you feel free. You’re exposed. You could experience any realm of emotion, and when you do siege it, and make something great out of it.
My favorite quote in Boyhood that really put things in a different perspective for me is….
“You know how everyone’s always saying seize the moment?” she asks. “I don’t know, I’m kind of thinking it’s the other way around, you know, like the moment seizes us.”
I just want to experience every adventure, emotion, thought, and moment to the deepest part of my body. I want to see people around me appreciate what’s happening in that moment instead of bitching over some that has or has not already happened.
I hope this gives your some random and scattered insight into where my mind jumps from second to second. Signing off now, but to end this first post of this new and exciting adventure I want to share my real writing journey. Live long and prosper dear friends!✌🏼️