Day 25: Waxing Gibbous

Moon Rise: 5:08 P.M.

Moon Set: 3:21 A.M.

-Energy of Self: Hopeful, wishful thinking

•Time: Thursday, September 24, 2015 @ 5:08 P.M.

Today, well, I’m trying to embrace the best opportunities that all the changes in my life can offer. I mean, how am I to know where life is going to take me from one minute to the next? Believe me, I have no earthly idea. Life usually keeps me pretty stumped.

I took a chance to change possibly the situation with the person I miss in a different perspective just to see if it would be the magical key to fixing it finally. I can only hope that anything I try MIGHT put an end to the emotional torture it has on me. I don’t think I’ll ever give up on the thought that things could be better, even if it’s not as it was, anything would be better than the dark cloud that hangs over anything that has to do with him.

Fingers crossed!

Even if it doesn’t, I know my effort is sincere, and I shouldn’t beat myself up thinking it’s not good enough. I wouldn’t put any effort into something that would cause any harm towards any person let alone him. I just dream that in the future, near or far, there’s a place in time that we interact in a way that shines some light on the better aspect of our friendship. Most likely I know this won’t be the be all and end for how things are, but hope is all I can have. I know that better days are always possible.

What do you have if you don’t have hope for any good happening in life?

Uh, nothing.

Believing in hope to me is like believing in magic or that a miracle can happen at any moment. It keeps us hanging on to something greater than ourselves. It shows we still have faith that the unexpected can be good rather than just sitting around waiting for the next bad thing to happen.

Just stop for one second and look miracles are happening every day, and even though those miracles might not be going on in your life, you should share in the happiness that the world still offers its unique kind of magic.

It’s pretty fascinating when you think about how each individual reaches their personal magical moment in such a way specially created for them. Every second of their story has led them up to that moment. There’s not one damn person who’s ever or will ever walk this earth with the exact story as another person. That’s what makes in pretty magical.

Just believe, and see what comes of it.

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